slowster wrote: ↑22 Mar 2022, 12:26pm I too would be upset if I had hesitated, only for the price to go up. But not for long. And that's the important thing: you need to accept what has happened and move on. Instead it seems to me that you now intend to wallow in regret and self-recrimination. That would be a pointless, negative thing to do: it won't change things and it won't make you feel any better.
It's 15 degrees outside now, the sun is shining, and I am going to go out for a ride. While I am out, I will enjoy the scenery, the warmth of the sun on my face, the sensation of my bike gliding along, and the discomfort when I struggle uphill because I am so unfit. I won't be thinking about how much I paid for my bike, or whether it would be better with a different headset or whatever. My bike is 'good enough' and I just enjoy riding it.
If the extra £300 would not put you in financial difficulties, I suggest you simply say to yourself 'stuff it!', and order the bike from OBW today. In the long run the extra cost will not matter. In future when you are riding the bike over the crest of a hill or through some sleepy village, you will not give that £300 a thought. Ordering the bike will stop you wasting more time and mental energy thinking about it, and I suspect will help to break what appears to be a vicious negative cycle of thought processes.
It's Spring and the weather is getting better and better. Every day that you waste prevaricating and agonising over your decision, is another day lost when you could have enjoyed a nice bike ride. Once you have made the decision, you can stop worrying about it and do something enjoyable, like go out for a walk.
Dude.