
I have a comfort type hybrid. I'm mostly using it on forestry land. They are called cycle paths, but are rather pot holed and surfaced with loose rocks. Probably not a great idea to begin on them, but that's what we have round here.
The roads here are twisty single track with passing places and the surface is better but I haven't ventured very far on them yet. The drivers tend to be quite fast round the bends and I'm a bit of a wuss. And slightly wobbly. After driving a car for the last 22 years I'm acutely aware of my physical vulnerability on a bike.
You're right - I'm thinking too much, especially about all the negative aspects.

I do have a granny ring and use it for the hills but can only get so far up before I'm gasping for air and legs burning.
Thanks again for your replies, very encouraging to see that others felt the same way when they started and have battled on regardless. I'd never have guessed that Manx only started this in September, after reading about her recent C2C trip!
Well done to all those who've improved so much and I hope to follow in your footsteps!